strange....

.....feelings....got so used to 'unnatural' situations.....still not totally focussing on what is important...mind reacting to 'work'...important work....diversion...internal justification for that diversion....sticking to some theories...but unable to yet implement them religiously....need a break...but that break will come from me...only me...and only i am responsible and will have to control...no not control...but observe.... my fickle mind....