in a daze.......

......dont know what i am doing....i am escaping ...... whiling away the precious resource in which things can be completed....things which are just getting piled up.......piled up since days..months....what a situation ! Oh...i keep deciding from today ...no from tomorrow...not the present moment.
Strange situation......sinking deeper into the quagmire....pretending that i am not.....must break this ..... now.....or else.....i am nowhere ..... nowhere in this sea of humanity. Already fallen to mediocrity.....and continuation of this behavior certainly portends a position lower than that..... break it from today..now..this moment....lets do it...and rise...rise to where i belong.....above the mundane.....above the struggling, toiling, miserable human existence.