inertia..?

inertia which carries me like this ? ...or the old habits which have programmed the body, the subconscious mind to avoid ?....telling myself that this is correct...
the body and mind become dull when pressure decreases..or when the mind perceives that pressure is not there...lack of tension breeds in inaction...old habits..habits which caused the storm which came and went (did it?)....come back to haunt...have the potential to bring about another storm if not recognized and curbed....