i want to cross...

.... the threshold, the elusive , invisible line...... that will mean back to myself...to what i am, the original...pure...absolute...not measuring..not comparing...nothing relative exists...no time exists.....everything is started and done..finished........struggling , fighting , falling back, getting up, going in the wrong direction....realizing and still struggling.....to reach , recognize and cross the threshold ...once and for all.....
And the struggle continues......